The rapper and host of 'Caresha Please' opens up to PEOPLE exclusively about her relationship with the mogul and the allegations surrounding him is getting candid about what it was like dating . The rapper and former member of City Girls, born Caresha Romeka Brownlee, is returning to her hit podcast on Revolt TV this week, opening up about her experiences over the last few months amid Diddy's mountain of controversies and legal issues. Ahead of the Season 2 premiere, she told PEOPLE exclusively about it all.
"It's not easy," she says about finally breaking her silence. "It's a rollercoaster of emotions." Related: Yung Miami was dating the and , 54, prior to the May 19 release of 2016 surveillance footage showing him .
In recent months he’s been hit with and his home was raided back in March amid an . The rapper, who amicably split from Diddy following his barrage of legal issues coming to light last November, says she was "deeply hurt and shocked after watching the video," of her ex and Cassie. "That was not my experience at all," she says.
Related: In a since-deleted post to his social media account, towards Cassie, stating, “It’s so difficult to reflect on the darkest times in your life, but sometimes you got to do that." He added, “I was f---ed up. I mean, I hit rock bottom.
But I make no excuses. My behavior on that video is inexcusable..
.I take full responsibility for my actions in that video. I’m disgusted.
I was disgusted then when I did it, I’m disgusted n.