Victoria Mary Clarke, the widow of Pogues legend Shane MacGowan, shared a heart-wrenching post on the couple’s wedding anniversary, one year after he passed away. Victoria said she misses the singer "desperately, more than I even thought possible" and admitted she’s struggling to get out of bed as she’s “not feeling like there’s anything to live for”. MacGowan died last November, but the couple’s wedding anniversary would’ve been on November 26.
Read more: Victoria Mary Clarke explains why she and Shane MacGowan never had kids Read more: Shane MacGowan leaves almost €1 million fortune to wife Victoria Mary Clarke in will Victoria wrote: “Today is our wedding anniversary and it is f***ing hard. I am just crying in bed and not feeling like there’s anything to live for. “I miss him desperately, more than I even thought possible".
Victoria conceded that these feelings of despair are temporary and normal when grieving the loss of a loved one. “Even though I know that these emotions are really only passing through and there will be times when I can feel the joy again and the appreciation for everything that we shared. And even though I know that Shane is happy in another dimension with his beautiful mother Therese.
"It’s a weird thing to know that you are human and that it f***ing hurts to be human but at the same moment that you are hurting you are also a soul and you are also eternal and powerful and full of love and light. “Sometimes you can feel ve.