In 2021, Leanne Pedante 's husband died suddenly in a car accident. After the initial shock wore off, the fitness instructor felt an instinct to turn to movement — one of her go-to coping mechanisms . "I wanted the emotional release," she says, turning to running and boxing.

But her body needed something else. "I had these other symptoms of my stress, my hair was falling out, my menstrual cycle completely stopped. These signs were telling me my body was already very stressed and doesn't need to be at 90% heart rate for two hours," she says.

"In some ways, I felt like my body was betraying me." Pedante had to learn what she needed — including in her workouts — through trial and error. For instance, she went to the gym, but ended up crying in the parking lot after.

"As a trainer, I knew that my body could only handle so much stress and strain before I started putting my health at risk, so I decided to pull back on intensity," she says. "Rather than going on a run, I started going on long walks while listening to audiobooks and I found that it gave me a more stable experience, mentally and physically." As she learned to manage her grief, she realized some of her clients had also been struggling to find a release through their own personal tragedies.

They were also trying to figure out what would (or wouldn't) make their lives feel just a little more manageable, movement included. This made her even more curious about managing both what the body and mind need during times o.