Nick Cannon suffered an identity crisis during his marriage to Mariah Carey. The 43-year-old comedian was married to the singer between 2008 and 2016 and they are parents to 13-year-old twins Moroccan and Monroe -- and Nick admits being in a relationship with a famous superstar left him questioning his place in the world. During an appearance on the Ray Daniels Presents podcast, Nick explained: "I didn't actually really care what the world thought because the perception, you know, that is what it is.
People are going to love you one day, hate you the next day. "I could care less about that ..
. . But going to myself with that pressure of 'Who am I?' .
.. I got married in my 20s, you know what I mean? To the biggest star in the world.
My trajectory was here [downwards] and then hers - she's already in a different stratosphere ...
"She's got islands, and I'm waking up at noon and people bringing me steaks on a platter. I would lay up at night thinking, like, 'Is this who I am? Am I Mariah's man? Is that what my life is supposed to be?' There's nothing wrong with it." Nick went on to admit he struggled with the family's "hierarchy" following the birth of their twins, adding: "I'm carrying a purse, the diaper bag and, you know, I'm standing on the corner like, 'Wait.
' She's rocking being the alpha'. She deserves it. "I believe she needs a dude like that.
I'm just not that dude." Mariah previously opened up about the marriage in her memoir The Meaning of Mariah Carey and insisted th.