JT and Lil Uzi Vert have been dating since 2019. They are one of the longest lasting relationships in hip hop, excluding the marriages. Which is why fans were both surprised and disappointed that JT failed to post anybody on October 3.

For context, October 3 is National Boyfriend's Day. The rapper was called out online for what was perceived as a disrespectful move. The backlash grew so strong, in fact, that JT decided to hop on Instagram Live in an attempt to clear things up.

JT claimed that she wasn't in a good headspace on National Boyfriend's Day. "I was PMS'ing," she said. "I was mean.

.. like so b*tchy to my man.

" The former City Girls rapper went on to reveal that she did have a post for Lil Uzi Vert planned. "I'm gonna make a post about my man on Instagram," she claimed. "I was just like, looking for a song to use.

I put 'Cater 2 U,' and then I put Keyshia Cole , 'Trust.'" The Uzi Vert post never saw the light of day, however. JT didn't have a reason why.

"I don't even know why I never got to post it," she admitted. JT proceeded to delve into her own insecurities around sharing her life with the fans. She explained that she has a hard time opening up about her life, despite being "proud" of who she is with.

Read More: Cardi B Fans Think She Just Dissed Nicki Minaj & JT During Her Instagram Live "I'm just not that girl, and I want to become that girl," the rapper claimed. "I wanna start being more posty, and letting y'all know..

. I got a man, I love my man. And I love m.