EXCLUSIVE I felt humiliated when I discovered my fiancé's shameful secret, reveals TV star VICKY PATTISON. But then a twist of fate gave me my happily every after..

. here's how I did it By Cole Moreton For Weekend Magazine Published: 11:57, 20 September 2024 | Updated: 11:58, 20 September 2024 e-mail 3 View comments Vicky Pattison knows how to laugh at herself. ‘The definition of insanity,’ she says, ‘is doing the same thing again and hoping for a different outcome.

’ The author, podcaster and reality show star has invited a camera crew to follow her marriage to Ercan Ramadan , even though the last time she tried something like this it ended in disaster. ‘I was heartbroken,’ she admits. ‘This time is very different.

’ The deal was signed, the cameras were rolling in 2018 and the wedding was only a few months away when she found out her then fiancé John Noble had been kissing other women. ‘I felt in some way inadequate, unlovable. I threw myself into work and tried to portray an image of strength, but inside I was crumbling.

’ Friends and family rallied round but there was nowhere to hide, she says. ‘I remember the TV crew being with us and not knowing what to do. I basically broke down.

’ Vicky Pattison knows how to laugh at herself. ‘The definition of insanity,’ she says, ‘is doing the same thing again and hoping for a different outcome.’ Photos: ELISABETH HOFF Vicky had found fame through Geordie Shore , a reality show about the wild lives of.