had a with her late mother . Their relationship was filled "Our relationship is a prickly rope of pride, pain, shame, gratitude, jealousy, admiration and disappointment. A complicated love tethers my heart to my mother's.

" Mariah said. She also detailed how their bond caused her "so much pain and confusion” but she was able to find peace in their relationship and her family trauma through therapy. Therapy helped the It's A Wrap singer come to turns with her situation by redefining her family.

Mariah explained in her memoir: Juilliard-trained opera singer and vocal coach before she retired. The mother-of-two recounted a time when she was singing with her mother in the car as a teenager and Patricia allegedly said to her "You should only hope that one day you become half the singer I am." Mariah said recalling, ′′Still, to this day, what she said haunts and hurts me.

" kids, her ancestors but her mother as well. She wrote: "And to Pat, my mother, who, through it all, I do believe actually did the best she could. I will love you the best I can, always.

" The two also sang a mother-daughter duet for Mariah's ABC Christmas special titled Mariah Carey: Merry Christmas to You in 2010. They performed . In her exclusive statement to confirming the death of her mother and sister Alison Carey over the weekend, she mentioned she spent time with her mother before her passing.

I feel blessed that I was able to spend the last week with my mom before she passed. I appreciate everyone’s.