Golden Bachelorette 's Pascal Ibgui finally got some things off his chest about his self-elimination during his confrontation with Joan Vassos at her Men Tell All special . The leading lady reunited with 15 of her suitors to discuss some of her inaugural season's juiciest moments and it did not disappoint, making viewers laugh and cry . During an especially tense moment of the night, Joan spoke with Pascal face-to-face for the first time since he self-eliminated during her Fantasy Suites episode, which left both heartbroken.

Joan Vassos may have spoiled Golden Bachelorette winner after accidental slip up Golden Bachelorette's Joan 'in love' with Yellowstone star and misses him During the heartbreaking episode, Pascal told Joan he “can’t get to the place she wants him to be," but he got to explain himself a little more during the Men Tell All. Sitting in the hot seat speaking to host Jesse Palmer, he said: “It was a very difficult decision I had to make. It just felt like, with more time, I could’ve been there, but I wasn’t at the time.

” Sign up to The Bachelor newsletter HERE for the latest news and updates The salon owner added that he hoped he “didn’t hurt” Joan. “That was not my intention,” Pascal said. “And she’s a very wonderful woman and you know, now I’m watching and I see her saying she’s not worthy of love — she’s totally wrong.

I think she is worthy of love, I just wasn’t able to give her what she was looking for at the time. I wa.