CHARLOTTE Dawson has revealed her fiance Matt Sarsfield has been begging her to take him back during emotional phone calls. The reality TV star, 32, says her ex has been left "broken" after his dirty texts to another woman were exposed. Charlotte says he's desperate to keep their family together after she chucked him out of the home they share with their two kids.

The emotional mum told Charlotte Dawson's Naughty Corner: "I don't want a broken home. "I didn't ask for this. I just asked for loyalty and respect and obviously I didn't get that.

It's tough because I don't know whether I'll ever be able to forgive him again." Devastated Charlotte discovered her fiance Matt had sent " dirty "indecent images" to another woman behind her back. Speaking for the first time about his indiscretion Charlotte said: "He rings me and he says 'please, please, please speak to me' and I said 'I'm absolutely done with you, I don't get why you would do this to me, why would you hurt me like this?' "It's so hard.

Whatever decision I make, people have got such an opinion. "It's made me feel like a piece of s***." Breaking down in tears, Charlotte says: "I don't know why he's done it.

He's got everything. "There's been a lack of communication, we just don't talk. There's been a few things I've been upset about but I'm so laid back, I just let it slide.

"We fell into this rut. I'm mortified he would do that. I would never have him down to do something like that.

"He says he was drunk and he's just so.