Magsaysay Award-winning social activist Aruna Roy's memoir is a seismic jolt to the complacent conscience. She excavates the subterranean caverns of bureaucracy, where power masquerades as propriety. Her resignation from the gilded cage of the IAS was not merely a personal exodus, but a declaration of intent against an order of life that had morphed from colonial paternalism to corporate capitalism.
Roy’s narrative in commences with a critical examination of her tenure within the Indian Administrative Service, spanning the years 1968 to 1975. Initially seduced by the allure of power and influence, she subsequently experienced a disillusionment engendered by pervasive corruption and bureaucratic inefficiencies. Therefore, Roy’s geographical and existential migration from the urban epicentre of power to the rural periphery marks a profound transformation.
Eschewing the trappings of bureaucratic authority, she immersed herself in the quotidian struggles of the rural populace. Her decision to join the Social Work and Research Centre, coupled with her husband’s pioneering efforts with the Barefoot College in Rajasthan, solidified her commitment to social change. The mud-and-stone hut in Devdungri became more than just a dwelling; it symbolised a radical departure.
Within these austere confines, Roy embarked on a journey of self-discovery, her understanding of gender dynamics evolving as she engaged with the lived realities of rural women. The Mazdoor Kisan Shakti Sangathan (.